Awww

he's sleeping on my lap right now, which comically makes it very difficult to type, but he's so sweet. And it's times like this when I love him unconditionally. We talked about marriage again tonight and when we wanted to have kids. Ive realized a change int he way I look at htings now. I really want to have kids. But not just any, I want to have his children and raise them with him. Diego said he would make a good father and I agree wholeheartedly. He said it might be nice to have a baby a couple months after graduation. it would be convenient but he failed to take into account that I would be super pregnant during finals and graduation. as if it wasn't stressful enough. "You don't mind being very obviously pregnant walking throught the graduation line do you?" haha he's so funny. i was relaly hyper tonight. We laughed a lot. That's how life would always be with him. We would always laugh. I want that so badly. It seems so normal to htink of a future with him. Everyday we're together, it becomes more and more real. I can't believe how badly I want it. I love him. now I'm going to kiss him goodnight. I wish he didnt have to go.